Feel It

Nicki watched closely as Safareee redressed in his entire outfit after she got upset because he wouldn't say he loved her back. He thought she was just being silly about it and she thought he was being insensitive and stand offiish. He shook his head at her. They weren't having sex anymore and he couldn't please her to save his life. He came when she called and did the stupidest shit when she called him for no reason. He even made room for her on his schedule and it wasn't enough for her. He was done with her attitude and jealousy.

"Yo, Ma, chill."

"No! Say it back!"

"Nicki! You know how I feel about you! I don't need to tell you it every second!"

"You haven't been acting like it lately!"

"Really? Yo, let me go. I don't need my girl getting suspcious."

He had told Draya he had a quick meeting for an hour, which he did, but it was only like thirty minutes then he met up with Nicki. He end up playing Wii games with her for an extra hour, so he texted her and said he was over at Nic's playing games. She didn't mind at all, but he didn't feel like having another Nicki in his life. Nicki was now livid at the mention of her.

"I'm your best friend and you act like I'm not shit to you, but you give miss Draya the world!"

"This from a simple three word phrase? You really going off on me over that small shit."

He chuckled before stepping in his shoes and pulling up his pants. She stood with one hand on her hip and the other rested against her leg as she continued to watch him. He honestly feared falling in love with her again and most days he did avoid saying it back, but today she had to hear it and he couldn't say it. She let the tears fall from her eyes, but no sound came out of her.

"Don't start man."

"So you don't have feelings for me?"

"Nic, why can't we just be friends?" He asked looking at her as she wiped her hand over her face. He stood in front of her and wiped away her tears. "Huh, Nic?"

"Because I'm done hiding my feelings for you and I'm in love with you." She answered while looking down at her brightly red toes. She sighed and placed her head against his chest when he didn't respond right away. "Say.. Ummmmm..."

He gripped her ass tightly and lifted her off the floor and carried her to her bedroom. He looked at the night stand next to him and rolled his eyes , or attempted, to at the picture of her and Wayne. He sat her up and pulled the night tee over her head and watched her perky boobs do a little bounce. He cupped one in each hand and massaged it. Until her nipples were hard then rubbed and squeezed on the sides of her stomach down to her waist line. He ripped the thong off and threw it to the side then pushed her body back against the bed.

"I got something for you."

"What?"

"You'll find out soon enough."

He smirked as he dropped his pants and draws to the floor then pulled his shirt and hat off. She smiled as he crawled over her. He easied inside of her and listen to her drawn out gasp then pulled out and listened to the shuttered moan. He whispered in her ear.

"And this ain't it."

She heaved and moan as his deep slow thrusted turned into short deep pumps. He rubbed and sucked her nipples until his mark was there. She squeezed him with her walls and he jerked back. She pulled him in an held him as she felt herself on the verge of her explosion. She arched her back and dug her nails into his skin as held in place as they came together. He smirked.

"Did you feel the love?"

During meetings Nicki would show up so they could spend time before he went home. That's how he worked her into his schedule and she invited him to events that Wayne wouldn't go with her. He would ask Draya to tag along and some times she did and other times she didn't. Today, they were at Nic's parents house all four of them. Her mom had invited Safaree and Draya after asking Nicki of course because she didn't know if her daughter was okay with her or not and she didn't want to step on anyone's shoes. Safaree and Draya showed up late because she needed a quickie on the side of the road. He tried to hide the hickey on his neck as much as he could from Nicki, but the make up began wiping off into his shirt.

"Oh, nice bruise on your neck."

She stated sarcastically as she passed him. He shook his head knowing he would hear about it later. She shrugged then grabbed two plates and placed them on the table opposite of him. She grinned putting her chair directly in front of his. She leaned across the table and puckered her lips. He looked around to make sure the dinning area was empty besides them then leaned over and pecked her lips. She grabbed his bottom lip and sucked it, but he pulled away.

"Why you sitting on that side?"

"Better view of you."

"Just sit right here."

He stated pointing to the chair next to him. She shook her head and watched him grab the two plates in his area and walk around to sit next to her. He placed his plates down then walked up behind her. He kissed her neck and felt her breast as she leaned back into him. 

"You feel good and smell good."

"Safaree, don't start."

"I'll finish later."

He replied sucking on the back of her neck and grinding into her backside. Her tight fitting dress was doing something to his hormones. He started to push her on the table when they heard someone coming. He pulled her hair out of the ponytail and let it fall over the hickey as Carol came in to see what they had done to the table.

"You like?"

"It's lovely, you guys didn't have to do all this."

"Faree did the swan napkins."

"It's beautiful, can everyone come see?"

"Yes!"

They both said with excitement. As everyone came in Nicki quickly moved to the other side. She wasn't in the mood to play games with Safaree. He didn't care or acknowledge that she had moved. He and Draya were in their own world as they joked and played around with their food. He feed her and she feed him. He laughed as she choo choo trained him like she did her son when messing with him. He looked over at the table to see him just sitting there by himself. 

"Knico?"

"Yeah, Pop."

"Come here."

He stood to his feet and hurriedly walked over to them. He crawled up into his mom's lap and looked at Safaree. Safaree leaned over to him, so that only he and Draya could hear him. He nodded then smiled big as he sat at the table with them and all three played, laughed and ate as if everyone wasn't there around them. Nicki rolled her eyes becoming sick at the sight. Wayne looked at her and leaned over and whispered into her ear.

"You okay?"

"Yeah, why?"

"You keep staring over there."

"No, I'm not."

"You are."

"Whatever."

"Yo? What's up with you?"

"You!"

She nearly shouted. The table looked towards them. Nicki pushed back from the table with tears coming from her eyes. He got up and followed her. Carol looked over at Safaree and he looked down not knowing what was going on, but knew it had something to do with him. He leaned over towards Draya and she nodded her head. He loved that she wasn't threatened by Nicki or was jealous of her. He followed her crying and shouting to the bathroom. He listened as she explained to him that because of him not wanting kids she couldn't have what she wanted in her marriage and he argued that she never got to know his kids and that they could have a blended family, but she wasn't hearing that. He backed away from the door as he heard shuffling then the door open. She wiped her face and shrugged as if nothing had happen. She rolled her eyes at him and pushed passed him.

"She okay? You alright, bruh?"

"Yeah, Yeah."

Safaree went into the bathroom after he left and looked into the mirror at himself. He didn't have a clue what she was feeling, but he knew that her husband wasn't feeling what she was saying or cared what she was saying. And he on the other hand knew exactly what she wanted, but he couldn't give it to her because he really is falling for Draya, but the casual sex with Nicki was every mans' dream and he couldn't get enough. He loved her too, but not like he used to or was he just lying to himself and pushing the feelings away. His thoughts were interrupted when he felt a pair of small hands on his torso. He looked back to see Draya standing there looking up at him with a worried look on her face.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, was just thinking about you."

"What about me?" She asked with a smile on her face. "Huh?"

"How do you feel about us getting married in six months?"

"You think we'll last another six months?"

"Why not ?"

"I mean, lately you've just been trying to fix things with Nicki and.."

"That's going to change soon, Nicki's doing her thing and I'm trying to do my thing with you."

"If you feel this way in 6 months then we'll get married."

She answered then pecked his lips. They grabbed hands then made their way back to the gathering.