Us or Them

"Faree, are you and Draya still coming because last time you guys canceled."

"She was sick man, but we're coming just getting dressed."

"Are you still on for tonight?"

"I got some condoms at the place?"

"Yeah, not like you use them."

"Speaking of that, we need to."

"Why? You don't want me to have your baby?"

"Nic."

"Bye, I'll see you when you get here."

He mentally kicked himself after she hung up. He and Nicki had been having sex every chance they got the last two months. Nothing, but sex and no strings attached. It was going good up until just a few minutes ago. They never used protection and he knew it, but he was also still having sex with Draya, unprotected and she didn't like condoms and he feared if he told Nic then she'd go off on him. He sighed heavily then walked back into his bedroom where Draya lay beautifully sleeping. He walked over to her side and rubbed her cheek then pecked her lips and smirked as she returned the peck. She bit the bottom of his lip then kissed it.

"Why you up so early?"

"Remember we were going out for breakfast with Nicki and Wayne."

"Oh, yeah! Totally forgot. When we leaving?"

"In three hours, so no rush."

"Okay, I'm a go shower."

"Okay."

He looked her over as she got up to go to the shower. He sat on the edge of the bed and texted Nicki. Draya turned back to him and looked at him funny. He looked up with a confused look on his face.

"Wassup?"

"You not joining me?"

"I already showered this morning plus I'm dressed already."

"It's never stopped you before. You've been acting different lately." 

She said suspiciously as she looked him over. He shook his head no then got up and put his arms around her waist and glently pulled her close to his body. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled his head down to kiss him.

"Um."

She moaned as he snuck a finger inside of her from the back and picked her up pleasing her. He walked into the bathroom and placed her on the side of the tub then got undressed and got in after her.

Nicki texted him from across the table when she noticed the hickey on Draya's neck and the one on his ear that he was trying to hide. He looked down at his phone and frowned telling that she was mad about it. He got up from the table after quietly excusing himself for a phone call. Ten minutes later, Nicki excused herself to the restroom and they met outside the dump area where Nicki began chewing Safaree a new one.

"Seriously? You couldn't be anymore discret about it?"

"I'm not trying to show off!"

"You still having sex with her raw?"

Right then he started to lie, but he decided against it for their own health.

"Ye.."

She slapped him across the face then walked off towards the building.

"This is over."

"So you saying you not fucking him raw?"

"No! Seeing as he doesn't want a baby!"

She shouted before stepping back into the building. He isn't about to have his cake and eat it too. She thought as she made it to the table where Wayne and Draya were discussing marriage. Safaree showed up shortly afterwards all smiles. He whispered in Draya's ear as she talked to then all of a sudden became quiet and squealed.

"Congratz baby!!"

"Thanks."

"What happen?"

"This company in Atlanta are going to produce and sell his T-Shirt ideas and they have locations in NY, Philly and Cali."

She answered excitedly. She reached up and grabbed his face. She pecked his lips repeatedly and smiled big like a proud parent. He looked over to see the fake happy on Nic's face then she rolled her eyes at him.

"So what were you guys talking about before I interrupted."

"Oh, Marriage."

"Yeah, when are you and the young lady here getting married?"

"When the time is right, we've discussed it. I love her and her son, I'd like them to both have my last name."

He looked in her eyes and she smiled knowing the conversation they had by heart. Nicki glared at Waybe bringing up that topic like their marriage was something special. In all of six months of marriage, he had stop trying to be with her and now just showed her off to his friends and family as if he had won the lottery. She was sure they only got married, so that he could prove a point to his family or whom ever. Safaree on the other was who she wanted, but seeing the love him and Draya had punched her in the conscience. How could you mess up a happy home because her home was shit?

Safaree woke her out of her sleep and pecked her lips deeply. She pulled away not being in the mood after their breakfast. He got in the bed and wrapped his arms around her and pulled her body towards him. She sighed then pulled his arms from around her and scooted away.

"What's up man?"

"I'm not in the mood."

"You ask me to come here after you canceled and now.."

"Safaree, do you love me?"

"Yeah, I love you."

"I mean, like you love Draya."

She explained looking down at him. He laid on his back and looked at her. He loved Nicki like he loves Draya at one time in his life, but he didn't receive it back. He sat up on the other side of the bed and sighed heavily feeling that his answer would cause a problem in their friendship or whatever this was.

"No, I did, but I can't put my heart on the line and you go back to him, a married woman."

"You want to marry her?"

"In the future, I do."

"What about us? We have sex like we're making love... Everything you do to me is out of love, you just won't say it."

"Nicki, I love you."

Her heart skipped a beat then she turned to face him. She crawled across the bed and wrapped her arms around his neck. He pulled her around onto his lap. He laughed at the pout on her face then kissed it.

"We can't keep doing this. It's getting confusing and I don't plan on leaving Draya in time soon and you don't plan on leaving him."

She nodded.

"Hold me please."

"Anytime."

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